Thursday, October 05, 2017

On Life...

You know life is just soooo busy!  Walk The Creek, I miss you!  Whoever said life was supposed to slow down as your kids got older and moved out, well let me tell you "They were lying!"  There is no such thing as slowing down!

Don't get me wrong, I am happy with life, at least for the most part.  There are things I wish I could have done in this life, but yes, I have settled for the fact that they will never happen, and I am okay with that.  But, dang!  I do wish in some ways at least, that it would slow down a little and give me a few minutes to do some of the things I really would like to.

Alas, it is what it is, and I will be okay.  I really do miss writing on a couple of my old time favorite blogs.  Now I write, but mostly on my blog about preparedness, and honestly it is mostly out of duty, instead of love.  Love is a strange thing, in many different ways, and my writing isn't for love right now.  SAD! 

Why don't I just make the time to write, for love?  I know you are saying that, right?  You see in my mind, I should have at least 3 hours a day, where I should be able to sit down and write whatever I want.  There is a key word in there that says:  SHOULD!  Should - means dreaming!  It never really happens!  There is ALWAYS someone else who thinks my time needs to revolve around them!  And yes, my family is important, and yes, my church responsibilities are important, and yes I love my job, but - dang!!  I just want to do some things.

Okay my rant is over for the day.  It is a full moon and off to school I go!  It is going to be a wild and crazy day, I can just feel it!  Dang!


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